Hi guys, been overwhelmed with a multitude of things this week which is why I haven't blogged. Some of it I can't really talk about and the rest just required an almost marathon session of writing and I just haven't had the time. I am currently preparing for another date with my new guy; he's taking me to the theater to see a romantic comedy (this is a play, not a movie) and I'm so nervous!! I feel like I'm getting ready for the prom or something. I wanted to wear this new dress I got, but erik said I looked weird in a dress (he hasn't seen me in much more than tshirts and tshirt capri pants) so now I feel uncomfortable wearing the dress :( I will have to find an excuse to wear it though before I outgrow it. If you go to this link, I bought the black one, not the floral.
I decided to go with this top in blue and a pair of dress slacks with heels. I think I'll feel more comfortable and if there is extended walking, I think I won't be so worried about the dress flying up or something.
We are actually coming up on our 2nd month anniversary :S Sometimes it feels like so much longer and sometimes it feels like it was only yesterday. I'm much more comfortable with him and really enjoying the time we spend together. Just keep your fingers crossed for me that I ....I don't even know what to ask you to keep your fingers crossed for, but do me a favor and cross them anyway lol.
I have also scheduled an appt with a psychologist next week in hopes that I can begin to work on a ton of issues...tanner, erik, this new relationship, the weight loss (am I forgetting anything?). I hope to update tomorrow guys. Pray I don't kill myself in these heels!
Friday, March 4, 2011
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