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Friday, September 25, 2009

On my own and Dorkin' out with my bad self



I got off work this afternoon and had the house all to myself. I grabbed my favorite CD of the moment, (I'm actually still listening to it, this song is playing at the moment LOVE IT!) ran downstairs, put it on our old Bose system and started dancing like a fool. Good lord, if you don't know what a 400+ lb woman looks like dancing, count yourself lucky! I'm sure it was horrendous, but I had fun and burned a few calories in the process. I only lasted a few songs, but it was a heck of a lot more fun than getting on the treadmill and I decided that I'm going to have to do that more often!

I then got busy sorting out some boxes Erik pulled out of one of our closets. I'm busy trying to get all my scrapbooking stuff out and organized (which I am miserable at...the organizing, not the scrapbooking). I decided that I was going to start trying to get some business doing custom scrapbooks. I've made several for other people in the past. The last one I made I charged close to $1000.00 for. I think you guys will enjoy the name I came up with for the business; well actually a good friend of mine came up with it, but it was my idea :) I'll tell you all more about it as I move along. Right now I'm trying to get some kind of a website up without having to pay someone to do it for me. I can barely do the HTML for this blog much less put a website together so I can't speak for how it's going to look when I'm done. I don't expect to make $1000.00 off every album, but I think I might be able to get enough business to help pay our legal bills at the least. Any little bit will help and this is something I really miss. I'm going to try to get some stuff together so that I can do a craft fair here in town this November. I have very little time to do it, but I think I could make a little bit of money at the event and get my name out there as well. I'm just looking forward to getting back into something I really enjoy. Another good thing about scrapbooking is that I FORGET to eat when I'm working, so thats a great side effect.

I have another post I'll be making in regards to some of the stuff I came across while going through the boxes. It was full of a hodgepodge of memories and as you can imagine, I found myself laughing at some, crying at others. Some things caught me by surprise...I guess because I thought I had moved on in so many ways; guess there are some things that never lose their ability to tug at your heart strings.

Erik and Tanner got home shortly as I was finishing up and I took a break to get up and dance with Tanner. I think he thought I'd lost my mind, but he was laughing right along with me. I went to "spin" him and, after going through boxes of mementos of his babyhood was, struck by the fact that I had to almost stand on tippy toe to allow him to make it under my arm :( I found myself experiencing happiness and sadness simultaneously as I realized how he really isn't my "little" boy any longer.

Speaking of Tanner, his speech language pathologist emailed me today to tell me what they were working on in his group speech therapy and took the time to include the following tidbit:

"Also, I wanted to tell you something positive that happened in one of his previous sessions. I was asking the students to all read a sentence at a time of a news report. One of the other students was very shy
about reading out loud. Tanner asked if he could help her, and even
asked to switch seats with me so he could be next to her to point out
the words. He was very patient with her and such a good helper!"


He's always been like that; such a nurturing and thoughtful kiddo. After my last post, I wanted to share that because it shows what he's really like. When I used to count my blessings, the fact that I had many lovely moments like that with him were always at the top of my list. I always felt as if they were God's way of giving me a window into his soul when I found myself getting overwhelmed by his challenges. I know many parents of children like Tanner often struggle to maintain a positive relationship with their children. It can be so easy to get lost in all the negative. I'm still so very thankful that I have MANY wonderful memories with him and I'm sure many more to come.

What else? Oh! I almost forgot. After weeks of going up and down within the same 2-3 lbs. I've decided to just go back to low fat eating. I don't know what I was doing wrong, but I just couldn't get past that plateau and I really shouldn't be plateauing a week into my diet which is about when the plateau started. So, I won't be weighing myself this week, because I expect to see some fall out from going from one WOE to another and I don't want to bum myself out.

Speaking of...I haven't eaten since breakfast (I know, not good either) and I'm actually feeling REAL hunger so I think I'm going to go and grab something to eat. Maybe I'll take advantage of the quiet (Tanner is with his Big Brother and Erik is out with a friend) to have another private dork out session! Today was a good day :)

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10 Comments:

Scarlet Simple said...

I giggled a bit at the image of a 400+lb woman dancing, I am right there with you! Sometimes I put my ipod on the speaker system and dance while I'm cleaning. It IS fun!

Good luck on low fat! I hope you get past the plateau!

John said...

I love that kind of wild dancing, good for the soul as well as the body.
I really liked reading about that gentle caring side of Tanner.
Would love to see some of your scrapbooking, didn't notice any pics of it on your blog, am I looking in the wrong place?

John said...

Oh i'm Orlenna not John, I really should change my google account.

Mom of Three said...

Good luck with your scrapbooking.
Your son sounds like a sweetheart. :-)

Stopping by from SITS.

Judy Harper said...

Dancing is my kind of exercise! Don't you just love to make up your own steps! I do so look forward to reading your blog! It's so straight forward and real. You can place your feelings out there in such a way that they're relatable! Spell check just questioned the word "relatable", but it fits so I'm leaving it!

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Tammy said...

Good for you for lettin' the fat fly!! I love, love, love to dance (in private) lol. One of these days I'll be able to do it in public again. I've always wanted to get into scrapbooking...maybe I'll look into that soon. :)

Val said...

My mom lost 50 lbs of pregnancy weight after having me by dancing. She would just dance all day long. So much fun!!!!!
I so jealous of your scrapbooking skills. I just don't make the time. Good luck with the biz :)

Feeling Fit With Dana said...

I LOVE to dance around the house. Nothing lifts my mood better! I'm glad that you enjoyed it and that the kids enjoyed it too!!

I gave you an award:

http://feelingfitwithdana.blogspot.com/2009/10/award.html